It’s been 2 weeks since you’ve gone, but my heart still can’t stop bleeding. You came into our lives almost 3 years ago and changed them forever. You made us better people. You made us family. And we’ll love and miss you forever.

2 weeks, in a new house, chosen to perfectly fit you and your baby brother, and the pain is still as sharp and as strong as at the moment I realized you’re gone forever.

My little hero. My warrior princess. You managed to hide your disease till the bitter end. You lived your life like nothing is wrong. Never showing weakness. It’s like you didn’t want us to worry or make us sad. Always happy. Always stubborn.

I know we gave you the best life we could. All the love in our hearts, the best food, the best toys and medical care. Yet I still feel guilty. Still, I feel I should have knew sooner about your illness. I’m your mother and I’m responsible for you, yet I missed it. And now you’re gone.

Our little girl we tried our best to save you. We did everything in our power but it wasn’t enough. You know we would do anything to bring you back. Pay any amount needed. Go wherever. But unfortunately there’s nothing we could have done. The best vets treated you, but your liver was too damaged and you’re body too small to fight.

This is the first time since you’ve gone I’m able to write. Eyes red and face wet from crying, I’m trying to bring my love to you to life, but there’s no word that can describe the love I feel for you.

People say that losing a dog is hard, but the pain will pass quickly. It’s been 2 weeks now. My pain is as strong and real as ever.

You had less than 3 years on this planet, yet you had the time to change us so much. You made us ready for a real baby and I’m so sorry you had no chance to meet each other. And just so you know, he misses you too. Waiting for you to come lay on top of him and lick my huge belly.

Soon our lives will change again, but we’ll never forget you. Never stop loving you. Our love was a love from a first sight, and it will last till my last breath. And even if we’ll take another hairy baby, please know we’re not trying to replace you. You were and forever will be our first love. Our little girl. Our heart and soul. Juventina, forever young, forever wild, forever ours.

R.I.P
Miss Juve 2012-2015